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Watching SpaceX's launch of Falcon Heavy was tear-wrenching. I did 3 hours of overtime on my behalf just to report about it. It wasn't my job, not even our portfolio, but I don't give a two damned shit, because IT IS SPACE, AND WE ARE ON OUR WAY TO MARS, AND ELON MOTHERFUCKING MUSK DID IT AGAIN!
HA!
I cried like a little baby when that monster of a rocket emerged and when the two side rockets came back, so gracefully and elegantly landing together... It was like a dream. A silly faaaantasy.... *hums a song*
I'm off to bed now, but have this memento I shot from Starman's live feed for you:
>insert obligatory It quote: BEEP BEEP RICHIE!<
Yep, that's a cherry red Tesla Roadster ORBITING EARTH. It'll depart towards Mars tomorrow.
Well, tomorrow for me, +6 hours for you US peeps.
At times like this, I'm happy to be part of humankind. To be alive and here to live and experience things like these.
Oh, right, and cheers to you mates and kiwis over yonder south! *waves*
HA!
I cried like a little baby when that monster of a rocket emerged and when the two side rockets came back, so gracefully and elegantly landing together... It was like a dream. A silly faaaantasy.... *hums a song*
I'm off to bed now, but have this memento I shot from Starman's live feed for you:
>insert obligatory It quote: BEEP BEEP RICHIE!<
Yep, that's a cherry red Tesla Roadster ORBITING EARTH. It'll depart towards Mars tomorrow.
Well, tomorrow for me, +6 hours for you US peeps.At times like this, I'm happy to be part of humankind. To be alive and here to live and experience things like these.
Oh, right, and cheers to you mates and kiwis over yonder south! *waves*
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Seriously now - Demi Memes #4.
5 min read
I was bored out of my mind at work, so I was looking for some stuff to do. That's how I found 
's 5 minute OC meme list. I'm the OC-est OC of myself, so, here ya go: some random shit about me, again.
01 What is the worst nickname that anyone has ever called you?
Anything related to hungarian children's rhymes or songs. I was and am a fat chick (down to size 40 in pants and almost below 80 kgs thanks to my new meds, but still fat and ugly), so I was constantly related to fat animals. Piggie was pretty popular, but I've gotten some remarks on the street from random people ("hey, fat cow"), and one of my classmates regularly honked and bashed my tits in elementary, calling me a "milkshake bar". Points for creativity, but I am still kind of ashamed of the girls still. (Advertisement: I'd exchange my DD sized girls to petite A sized, or no breast ones. Hit me up in DM with your offers, we'll talk out shipping.)
02 Have you got a favourite flower?
White roses and fire lillies.
03 Do you add a sauce, ketchup or other artificial flavourings to your food?
Sauce != artifical flavouring. I tend to, however, yes. My favourite one is horse radish mayonaize and the ginger shriracha sauce.
04 Describe yourself using only words that begin with the letter 'T'.
Tenacious. Tainted. Tense. Tormented. Textual. Tender. Thrilled. Terrorising. Thyroid. (Yes, because I have a malfunctioning shitty one. Problem?)
05 What is your lover's pet name for you?
... I am unsure if I have one. He uses my full name to adress me, and he is the first person who can say my name in such a way that it sounds cooing and nick-ish. Before that, the only way my name was used in an order. Or a demand.
I'm still getting used to this change.
06 What is your least favourite colour?
White and pink. I'm unsure which one I hate more.
07 Who did you vote for in the last election, and did they win?
The green party, and they didn't, of course. Hungary's fucked in regards of politics, anyway.
08 What is/was your grandfather's name?
Gábor and Bertalan. Didn't know any of them.
09 What is the best present you ever received?
My life. And Pityke.
Rest in peace, little buddy.
10 What is 17 1/2% of 97 + 42 x (6 / 2) – 137 ?
EDIT: 15.05. I took the time and actually calculated it. Hopefully this is the right answer and I'm not making a complete fool of myself.
Also, picked up learning maths again. Strengthening those weak synapses and de-rusting the broken cogs! *emits steam noises*
11 What would be the best possible way you could die?
At an old age, dying of a heart attack/exhaustion in the middle of an orgasm, in a massive orgy.
12 Given the choice of absolutely anything, what would be your dream job?
I.... I am unsure. I'd love to have a little teahouse, I guess. Or just be a waiter/innkeep that gives people company. Whatever that leaves me some time to sleep would be appretiated.
If I could live off of writing, or just having my stupid ideas and working on them, that would be nice.
Maybe if my good-for-nothing brain could be switched for something better, I'd love to be an engineer. So I can contribute to society.
Then again, I'm already doing my "dream job" as a journalist, so...
13 What position do you sleep in at night?
On my side, hugging a pillow to make sure my breasts don't pop like balloons and/or suffocate me.
14 What is the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you?
My life.
15 Who is your favourite fictional character?
Geralt of Rivia.
Platonic fangirling, though. I once dreamt about him and I hid in a bush and stared at him from afar, too scared to even talk to him. I'm cockblocking myself even in a dream.
Holy shit.
16 What food do you hate most in the world?
Sorrel/rumex. Dunno which is the correct word. Hating the shit out of it. I'd rather starve than eat that.
17 When was the last time you were ill?
A better question would be when was the last time I was healthy. That's my secret: I'm constantly ill.
18 If you were transformed into a wild creature, what would it be?
D'nno. What counts as a wild creature?
I guess a hedgehog. Or a white crow.
19 What was your favourite toy as a child, and whatever happened to it?
I have played LEGO a lot, they were handed down to my siblings as time passed on. I also played a lot of doctoring with my plushies, I still have them somewhere. A big blue bunny has been with me since my birthbed. I think I'll pass it down to my firstborn.
20 What's the most amazing thing you've ever seen?
Too much to count. I tend to give much credit to the small joys in life.
But everything that comes to my mind when I think about this question is either nature, or the ASP concerts I attended over the years. That, and my ex's snake eating a mice.
That shit's always cool, no matter how many times you've seen it.
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's 5 minute OC meme list. I'm the OC-est OC of myself, so, here ya go: some random shit about me, again.01 What is the worst nickname that anyone has ever called you?
Anything related to hungarian children's rhymes or songs. I was and am a fat chick (down to size 40 in pants and almost below 80 kgs thanks to my new meds, but still fat and ugly), so I was constantly related to fat animals. Piggie was pretty popular, but I've gotten some remarks on the street from random people ("hey, fat cow"), and one of my classmates regularly honked and bashed my tits in elementary, calling me a "milkshake bar". Points for creativity, but I am still kind of ashamed of the girls still. (Advertisement: I'd exchange my DD sized girls to petite A sized, or no breast ones. Hit me up in DM with your offers, we'll talk out shipping.)
02 Have you got a favourite flower?
White roses and fire lillies.
03 Do you add a sauce, ketchup or other artificial flavourings to your food?
Sauce != artifical flavouring. I tend to, however, yes. My favourite one is horse radish mayonaize and the ginger shriracha sauce.
04 Describe yourself using only words that begin with the letter 'T'.
Tenacious. Tainted. Tense. Tormented. Textual. Tender. Thrilled. Terrorising. Thyroid. (Yes, because I have a malfunctioning shitty one. Problem?)
05 What is your lover's pet name for you?
... I am unsure if I have one. He uses my full name to adress me, and he is the first person who can say my name in such a way that it sounds cooing and nick-ish. Before that, the only way my name was used in an order. Or a demand.
I'm still getting used to this change.
06 What is your least favourite colour?
White and pink. I'm unsure which one I hate more.
07 Who did you vote for in the last election, and did they win?
The green party, and they didn't, of course. Hungary's fucked in regards of politics, anyway.
08 What is/was your grandfather's name?
Gábor and Bertalan. Didn't know any of them.
09 What is the best present you ever received?
My life. And Pityke.
Rest in peace, little buddy.
10 What is 17 1/2% of 97 + 42 x (6 / 2) – 137 ?
EDIT: 15.05. I took the time and actually calculated it. Hopefully this is the right answer and I'm not making a complete fool of myself.
Also, picked up learning maths again. Strengthening those weak synapses and de-rusting the broken cogs! *emits steam noises*
11 What would be the best possible way you could die?
At an old age, dying of a heart attack/exhaustion in the middle of an orgasm, in a massive orgy.
12 Given the choice of absolutely anything, what would be your dream job?
I.... I am unsure. I'd love to have a little teahouse, I guess. Or just be a waiter/innkeep that gives people company. Whatever that leaves me some time to sleep would be appretiated.
If I could live off of writing, or just having my stupid ideas and working on them, that would be nice.
Maybe if my good-for-nothing brain could be switched for something better, I'd love to be an engineer. So I can contribute to society.
Then again, I'm already doing my "dream job" as a journalist, so...
13 What position do you sleep in at night?
On my side, hugging a pillow to make sure my breasts don't pop like balloons and/or suffocate me.
14 What is the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you?
My life.
15 Who is your favourite fictional character?
Geralt of Rivia.
Platonic fangirling, though. I once dreamt about him and I hid in a bush and stared at him from afar, too scared to even talk to him. I'm cockblocking myself even in a dream.
Holy shit.
16 What food do you hate most in the world?
Sorrel/rumex. Dunno which is the correct word. Hating the shit out of it. I'd rather starve than eat that.
17 When was the last time you were ill?
A better question would be when was the last time I was healthy. That's my secret: I'm constantly ill.
18 If you were transformed into a wild creature, what would it be?
D'nno. What counts as a wild creature?
I guess a hedgehog. Or a white crow.
19 What was your favourite toy as a child, and whatever happened to it?
I have played LEGO a lot, they were handed down to my siblings as time passed on. I also played a lot of doctoring with my plushies, I still have them somewhere. A big blue bunny has been with me since my birthbed. I think I'll pass it down to my firstborn.
20 What's the most amazing thing you've ever seen?
Too much to count. I tend to give much credit to the small joys in life.
But everything that comes to my mind when I think about this question is either nature, or the ASP concerts I attended over the years. That, and my ex's snake eating a mice.
That shit's always cool, no matter how many times you've seen it.
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Yet again, I was called into game by my loveliest 
1. What's your name?
The name's Demi. Demi Murgos. Pleased to meet you.
2. Does your name have a meaning?
I stole my name from an ages old one-timer hungarian comic strip, where a blasted space station was called like that. Later I have found out that the word "demiurgos" is a type of a demi-god. I think it's still fitting.
3. Are you single or taken?
Complicated.
4. Have any abilities or powers?
I can do the impossible. I never actually realise that it shouldn't be done and do it accidentally. Also I cannot be late of anywhere, I guess I leap time, even if I am purposefully trying to be late. I'm that much german.
5. Where were you born?
Hungary, Budapest, in a hospital right across the zoo.
6. Have you done anything extraordinary?
I have met interesting people as a journalist, and saved many suicidal people as a friend. Does that count extraordinary?
Also it took me 3 months to get rid of a years-long anxiety and depression issue. That surprised even my psychologist, so yeah, I guess we could call that extraordinary...?
7. Have you any family members?
Four. My parents, and my two younger siblings, sis and bro. I'm the eldest.
Also my significant other who we are on rough terms right now, but I consider him as my second, if not first, family. I love him, still.
And my little virtual family of nerds on Discord. I love them so much.
But, yeah, family and blood-wise, I have 4 of them.
8. Do you have any hobbies?
Writing, painting, listening to music, technology (space, gadgets, robots) and role-playing. And psychology.
9. Do you have any regrets?
The list of what I do not feel regret for is shorter to count...
10. What's one food that tempts you?
Meat and green beans right now. Maybe some spinach. I dunno, I guess my iron-levels might be low. I'm off to suckle on a rusty screw.
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1. What's your name?
The name's Demi. Demi Murgos. Pleased to meet you.
2. Does your name have a meaning?
I stole my name from an ages old one-timer hungarian comic strip, where a blasted space station was called like that. Later I have found out that the word "demiurgos" is a type of a demi-god. I think it's still fitting.
3. Are you single or taken?
Complicated.
4. Have any abilities or powers?
I can do the impossible. I never actually realise that it shouldn't be done and do it accidentally. Also I cannot be late of anywhere, I guess I leap time, even if I am purposefully trying to be late. I'm that much german.
5. Where were you born?
Hungary, Budapest, in a hospital right across the zoo.
6. Have you done anything extraordinary?
I have met interesting people as a journalist, and saved many suicidal people as a friend. Does that count extraordinary?
Also it took me 3 months to get rid of a years-long anxiety and depression issue. That surprised even my psychologist, so yeah, I guess we could call that extraordinary...?
7. Have you any family members?
Four. My parents, and my two younger siblings, sis and bro. I'm the eldest.
Also my significant other who we are on rough terms right now, but I consider him as my second, if not first, family. I love him, still.
And my little virtual family of nerds on Discord. I love them so much.
But, yeah, family and blood-wise, I have 4 of them.
8. Do you have any hobbies?
Writing, painting, listening to music, technology (space, gadgets, robots) and role-playing. And psychology.
9. Do you have any regrets?
The list of what I do not feel regret for is shorter to count...
10. What's one food that tempts you?
Meat and green beans right now. Maybe some spinach. I dunno, I guess my iron-levels might be low. I'm off to suckle on a rusty screw.
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Time for another mugshot, peeps.
I got shot in the head tagged by the one, only and true
Name: Demi Murgos
Star Sign: Leo (with Aries as ascendant. Double the fire, triple the fun, baby.)
Average hours of sleep: 6. I should sleep more, because my mental condition, but simply don’t have the time. Sad.
Lucky numbers: 6 and 9. Because 6 turned is 9, and 9 turned is 6, and 6 turned is 9, and 9 turned is...
Last thing I Googled: something work related, I guess. I did look up the complete Witcher 3 OST on YouTube, tho, so I post this in here, because it’s more interesting than what the exact title of someone at Sophos’s is.
When I made this account and why: I created this account as a kid who wanted to share their artwork with the world, possibly get critique and make friends. Only the very first notion came to life. Rarely get criticized and people only talk to me occasionally. I guess I’m still way too weird to socialise normally.
Amount of watchers: 47, over 8 years.
What I post: Traditional and digital paintings,writings (prompts, scenes and short stories), and rants. Oh, my god, the rants. Look up my profile or my gallery if you are interested.
Do I get a lot of comments: 197 over said years. I gave out 853.
Why I chose this username: Because it’s my name. The second one, I mean. Been using this alias since I was a kid, it kinda grew onto me – I’m planning to have it officially adapted as a second alias.
Tag 4 people (opitional): Raise your fist evangelist! if you wish to be tagged. I don’t want to be that „stupid memey asshole who tags everyone unnecessarily”.
Also, I suppose this makes this the 100th post of mine. I wanted to save it for something epic, but don't have the time to make it, so... Yay? *throws confetti, sings Happy 100th post to me in a muffled tone* :bademoticon:
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Who the hell am I? - Demi Memes #1
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Heya peeps,
okay, I've been around for 8 freaking years on this site, and never actually did anything hip or relatively interesting, aside ranting about my bullshit life and posting some art from time to time. So, what better things could I do to pick up the pace with my generation (?) and submerge in this "memery" of yours?
Seriously, I've never done anything like this, but it looks a hell a lot of fun. So, for today's first meme, a round of loud applause to
, from whom I borrowed this series of questions.
Ready to get to know me better? Then hold on to your tits/testicles/other bodypart starting with a "T", and let us get started!
1. This meme may be personal. You ready for it?
Sure thing, boss. I was born ready!
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
It was my soon-to-be husbando (we've been together for 14 years, so we might as well are eligible to call eachother husband and wife...), so my name'd be... Drum noises... Carpenter. Just in hungarian. Yep, Mrs. Carpenter reporting in.
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
I slept 2,5 hours after a meaningless trollish fiasco last night, and had dawnshift. The first thought of mine was a faint and prolonged, high-pitched nooooooooouuuuuuu in the dim dawnlight at 4 AM. The crescent moon and the later bloodred sunrise made it up for me, tho.
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Depends. When calls, I talked to my mom I guess, I dunno when. When texting, I just texted my doctor back to shift the appointment date.
5. What are you excited for?
I am this close to the 100th deviation and only 4 people away from 50 watchers, so it kinda is exciting, I guess. Besides, I have a huge project planned to celebrate those 2. Other than that, robotics, artifical intelligence, any sort of gadget, the Witcher series, dragons and pretty much anything can excite me if it reaches my interest-quota. Yesterday I was hyped about fluffy baby chicklets, for god's sake.
6. What were you doing yesterday?
Hyping about human kindness, then crying about human cruelty. But it was a good day overall, sum happiness raised.
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
My hub, about a minute ago.
8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Bulgur with fresh green onions and mung bean sprouts, some lightly roasted chicken and a bit of garlic shriraca sauce. Tryin' to stay healthy lately. Also, the whole thing tasted like a good Ramen soup, just without the stock.
9. Have a best friend?
I don't throw that title around easily, but, yes, there are people I'd kill for.
10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Nope.
11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
What sort of question is this? Are teenagers some sort of alien race that occupy a large portion of humanity, and whom get switched with a perfectly matching, but slightly more functioning adult version? Hell, even kindergarteners show signs of affection and love. Why couldn't teens be in love? Besides, look at all those vampire teen romance dramas. Their drooling is your answer.
12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Honestly? The person I tried to cheer up last night and who just freaking kicked me in the shins for no reason, not giving me a chance to even explain - or demand, rather, an explanation on - the situation. I still wish them to get better, though. But damn, I could've twisted their head off at one point. I'm proud that I kept my cool in that regard.
Oh, and the person who dumped 1500-1800 day-old baby chicklets on a field in England yesterday. Fuck you, random stranger.
13. What time is it right this second?
12:32 PM
14. What do you want right now?
Sleep. Precious, comfortable, soft sleep.
15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My hub, I guess.
16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Planning marriage, soul taken for life.
17. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday. I tend to cry a lot, though; anxiety issues and emotional problems do that to you. It's a great relief, I just wish my head didn't hurt so bad afterwards.
18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Depends. But overall, yes, I do.
19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
I am a hamster in a glass ball: you may watch, you may knock on my ball, but if you touch me, I rip your arm off. I have had one too many betrayals in my life to trust anyone. Myself included. But, to be fair, I do give everyone one chance to prove my pre-existent paranoia wrong. I am the friendly kind of non-trusting person, not the hedgehog kind.
20. How fast does your mind change?
Ooooo...~
Seriously, though, my mind is over-active, always babbling, buzzing and mumbling, keeping itself entertained. I guess that's a side effect of my condition. Or the cause of my condition.
What was I talking about?
21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
I think about a lot of people, yes.
22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Compared to things that I've lived through a week ago or before that, yes, I feel pretty dandy.
23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Define: cheating.
24. Tell me what's on your mind?
I shold work on the article, crave a piece of orange chocolate, planning the route towards a library behind God's back to pick up some cheap books (it's being closed down so they kinda hand out books for buttons and shiny rocks...), planning to play a bit in the evening, having some chat RP ideas in my mind, and wondering what I'll drink once I meet up with an old friend at a café at 4:30 PM. Y'know, just ye olde usual hectic lifestyle of mine.
25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
We are going to Cologne with my hub in April on a concert (well, I do; he is not a big fan of non-classical concerts), visiting the Dome and the Chocolate Museum as well. I'll have my namesday in May, and the Witcher Pop! figures come to the shop in April as well. Other than that, I just try to enjoy every day that comes.
26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Sure, even used the men's bathroom on several occasions when the line to the ladies was too long. I'm not a faint at heart when it comes to this. Besides, I'm a tomboyish girl, I actually wish I could wear more male clothes. They are so durable and nice...
27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
My husbando IS my top number 1 friend, but I talked to my close second best (celebratory husband #2 in command) in the morning before he went to bed. 9 hours apart, yumm. Cues in ASP's Wechselbalg: Ich steige auf, du sinkst hinab...
28. When is your next road trip?
April, Cologne.
29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
I only have male friends.
30. How's your heart?
Still tickin', still kickin'.
31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
I often wake up and roam around doing my business and talking while people not pay attention to me. I sometimes ponder if I died and just didn't notice it, and I am actually haunting people. But, yes, I do felt unimportant. A lot of times.
32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Aside my husband? Some of my male friends probably have a crush on me, or my motherly nature. I love you guys, too. <3
33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Work, get off work, go to the library...
34. Next time you will kiss someone?
Probably on Friday, when we meet up again with my man (we still can't afford to move in together, so we only meet up on weekends).
35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yes. Many people.
36. Who do you not get along with?
I'm a get along person, but sometimes, I have a horrible time to find the common ground with my parents. Also, I have less and less patience for ignorant, emotionally leeching and stupid people.
37. What does your 3rd recent text say?
"chu Stay strong, have fun at school!"
38. What are you wearing right now?
Pair of straight-legged jeans (ugh, I prefer bootleg cut, but those were withdrawn from the shop for some reason...), a navy blue long-sleeved, V-neck shirt and a pair of dark brown zip hoodies. Also, burgundy socks. Black pair of underwear, for those who are interested.
39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Snuggles up at her hairy wookie husbando.
40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Grilled cheese is not something commonly eaten in my country. Actually, I have zero idea when was the last time... Probably last week, that's when I last had pizzaaaaah.
(Sweet Jesus, I could kill for a chicken-broccoli pizza slice right now. T_T)
41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
Our first son will be called Boris, the first daughter Hella. I really like Malchior, Damien and William from male names, while at girls, I like Annabelle, Magdalene and Valeria. Sadly, none of these fit well with my hub's last name, except Valeria and Magdalena (for which my mom pointed out that if I dare to give so old fashioned names to her grandchildren, she'll disown me.
)
42. How did you feel when you woke up?
Sleepy and that particular feeling of nooooooooooouuuuuuuuu.....
43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
I'd love to chat a bit, but I am at work, so no calls, please.
44. Do you crack your knuckles?
Sometimes, when I feel my joints becoming stiff. They don't pop, though.
45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Arguing with a sensitive person about why saying comforting words is not a sin, nor a way of threat. They weren't interested in reason.
46. What are your LEGAL initials?
B. R. Y'know, like the sound you make when you shiver in the cold. Brrr.... ... Or a freshly started chainsaw. Or is that wrrrr?
47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
My hub. He's the only B contact.
48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
I have absolutely no idea. ._.
49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
I ask them if they really need to, then I bid them a teary goodbye, I guess. I'm the "let go" person, not the clingy one - sometimes, life just drifts people apart. Fighting against it poisons a relationship.
50. Explain your last awkward moment?
Ohohoh, that will be an interesting story... Check back later for a journal entry about it, I've been owing ya that for a week now.
51. Are you afraid of the dark?
I am afraid of what's in the dark.
52. Do you have good vision?
Like an owl's.
53. Have you ever tripped someone?
As a kid. But I do sometimes think about it as an adult as well, especially dimwits who push me or half-knock me over in the subway.
54. Have you ever slapped someone?
I did. Hard.
55. Are you Irish?
No, but I plan to become one. We are planning to move there, so my kids WILL BE irish.
56. Do you use chap stick?
Only when my lips feel like sandpaper, or look like some.
57. Do you have any scars?
A bunch. I heal slower and slower as I age, sadly.
58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
One.
59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
Hello... husbando?
60. Name the last person to text you.
Hub.
61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Loves know no age, although I am into younger, more eager, preferably virgin guys. They are so adorable... <3
62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
I came to terms with my body and my looks, I just don't give a fuckaroo anymore. Besides, I once walked through the capital in a top hat, a cane and pretty much dressed as my persona, and nobody bat an eye.
63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
Nope.
64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The one towards the wall and furthest away from the door.
65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Wake up. Duh.
66. Do you fall for people easily?
I open my heart easily, but I don't place my trust so. I give a chance, but secretly, deep down, I judge and analyse your actions, looking for professional threats and escape routes. If I find you no threat, then, yes. Yes, I'll probably fall for you easily.
67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
My mom gave me a hug.
68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
.... yes. Looks into the distance, sad. Yes, I do.
69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Yasushi Iishi's Kikyou Kaoru Iroha Michi, from the Hellsing OST album RUINS.
70. Want someone back in your life?
Yes. A special someone I miss dearly.
71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
I cling to this naive hope every day. "It can't rain all the time", said Eric Draven, if you remember The Crow.
72. What's your favorite color?
Blood red, amber, forest green and rich burgundy.
73. Who was the first friend that you had?
I can't remember. Probably a childhood buddy whom we drifted apart 10 years ago and never spoke ever since.
74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
I rarely experience this. If you are honest and open about yourself, the other person is subconsciously compelled to return the favor. Or they do such a great job that I don't even notice anymore.
75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Probably.
76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
Hope dies last. I could be a happy-go-lucky person, weren't I so freaking depressed, anxious and broken. But, hey, at least I am never truly alone, so that's nice.
77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
I don't need anyone else - I've found my other half already.
Wellp, that's it, I guess. Thanks for reading it through, here, have a pet on the head and a biscuit, you patient, dedicated fellow, you!
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okay, I've been around for 8 freaking years on this site, and never actually did anything hip or relatively interesting, aside ranting about my bullshit life and posting some art from time to time. So, what better things could I do to pick up the pace with my generation (?) and submerge in this "memery" of yours?
Seriously, I've never done anything like this, but it looks a hell a lot of fun. So, for today's first meme, a round of loud applause to
, from whom I borrowed this series of questions.Ready to get to know me better? Then hold on to your tits/testicles/other bodypart starting with a "T", and let us get started!
1. This meme may be personal. You ready for it?
Sure thing, boss. I was born ready!
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
It was my soon-to-be husbando (we've been together for 14 years, so we might as well are eligible to call eachother husband and wife...), so my name'd be... Drum noises... Carpenter. Just in hungarian. Yep, Mrs. Carpenter reporting in.
3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
I slept 2,5 hours after a meaningless trollish fiasco last night, and had dawnshift. The first thought of mine was a faint and prolonged, high-pitched nooooooooouuuuuuu in the dim dawnlight at 4 AM. The crescent moon and the later bloodred sunrise made it up for me, tho.
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Depends. When calls, I talked to my mom I guess, I dunno when. When texting, I just texted my doctor back to shift the appointment date.
5. What are you excited for?
I am this close to the 100th deviation and only 4 people away from 50 watchers, so it kinda is exciting, I guess. Besides, I have a huge project planned to celebrate those 2. Other than that, robotics, artifical intelligence, any sort of gadget, the Witcher series, dragons and pretty much anything can excite me if it reaches my interest-quota. Yesterday I was hyped about fluffy baby chicklets, for god's sake.
6. What were you doing yesterday?
Hyping about human kindness, then crying about human cruelty. But it was a good day overall, sum happiness raised.
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
My hub, about a minute ago.
8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Bulgur with fresh green onions and mung bean sprouts, some lightly roasted chicken and a bit of garlic shriraca sauce. Tryin' to stay healthy lately. Also, the whole thing tasted like a good Ramen soup, just without the stock.
9. Have a best friend?
I don't throw that title around easily, but, yes, there are people I'd kill for.
10. Are you scared to fall in love?
Nope.
11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
What sort of question is this? Are teenagers some sort of alien race that occupy a large portion of humanity, and whom get switched with a perfectly matching, but slightly more functioning adult version? Hell, even kindergarteners show signs of affection and love. Why couldn't teens be in love? Besides, look at all those vampire teen romance dramas. Their drooling is your answer.
12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Honestly? The person I tried to cheer up last night and who just freaking kicked me in the shins for no reason, not giving me a chance to even explain - or demand, rather, an explanation on - the situation. I still wish them to get better, though. But damn, I could've twisted their head off at one point. I'm proud that I kept my cool in that regard.
Oh, and the person who dumped 1500-1800 day-old baby chicklets on a field in England yesterday. Fuck you, random stranger.
13. What time is it right this second?
12:32 PM
14. What do you want right now?
Sleep. Precious, comfortable, soft sleep.
15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
My hub, I guess.
16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Planning marriage, soul taken for life.
17. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday. I tend to cry a lot, though; anxiety issues and emotional problems do that to you. It's a great relief, I just wish my head didn't hurt so bad afterwards.
18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Depends. But overall, yes, I do.
19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
I am a hamster in a glass ball: you may watch, you may knock on my ball, but if you touch me, I rip your arm off. I have had one too many betrayals in my life to trust anyone. Myself included. But, to be fair, I do give everyone one chance to prove my pre-existent paranoia wrong. I am the friendly kind of non-trusting person, not the hedgehog kind.
20. How fast does your mind change?
Ooooo...~
Seriously, though, my mind is over-active, always babbling, buzzing and mumbling, keeping itself entertained. I guess that's a side effect of my condition. Or the cause of my condition.
What was I talking about?
21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
I think about a lot of people, yes.
22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
Compared to things that I've lived through a week ago or before that, yes, I feel pretty dandy.
23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Define: cheating.
24. Tell me what's on your mind?
I shold work on the article, crave a piece of orange chocolate, planning the route towards a library behind God's back to pick up some cheap books (it's being closed down so they kinda hand out books for buttons and shiny rocks...), planning to play a bit in the evening, having some chat RP ideas in my mind, and wondering what I'll drink once I meet up with an old friend at a café at 4:30 PM. Y'know, just ye olde usual hectic lifestyle of mine.
25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
We are going to Cologne with my hub in April on a concert (well, I do; he is not a big fan of non-classical concerts), visiting the Dome and the Chocolate Museum as well. I'll have my namesday in May, and the Witcher Pop! figures come to the shop in April as well. Other than that, I just try to enjoy every day that comes.
26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Sure, even used the men's bathroom on several occasions when the line to the ladies was too long. I'm not a faint at heart when it comes to this. Besides, I'm a tomboyish girl, I actually wish I could wear more male clothes. They are so durable and nice...
27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
My husbando IS my top number 1 friend, but I talked to my close second best (celebratory husband #2 in command) in the morning before he went to bed. 9 hours apart, yumm. Cues in ASP's Wechselbalg: Ich steige auf, du sinkst hinab...
28. When is your next road trip?
April, Cologne.
29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
I only have male friends.
30. How's your heart?
Still tickin', still kickin'.
31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
I often wake up and roam around doing my business and talking while people not pay attention to me. I sometimes ponder if I died and just didn't notice it, and I am actually haunting people. But, yes, I do felt unimportant. A lot of times.
32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Aside my husband? Some of my male friends probably have a crush on me, or my motherly nature. I love you guys, too. <3
33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Work, get off work, go to the library...
34. Next time you will kiss someone?
Probably on Friday, when we meet up again with my man (we still can't afford to move in together, so we only meet up on weekends).
35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Yes. Many people.
36. Who do you not get along with?
I'm a get along person, but sometimes, I have a horrible time to find the common ground with my parents. Also, I have less and less patience for ignorant, emotionally leeching and stupid people.
37. What does your 3rd recent text say?
"chu Stay strong, have fun at school!"
38. What are you wearing right now?
Pair of straight-legged jeans (ugh, I prefer bootleg cut, but those were withdrawn from the shop for some reason...), a navy blue long-sleeved, V-neck shirt and a pair of dark brown zip hoodies. Also, burgundy socks. Black pair of underwear, for those who are interested.
39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Snuggles up at her hairy wookie husbando.
40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Grilled cheese is not something commonly eaten in my country. Actually, I have zero idea when was the last time... Probably last week, that's when I last had pizzaaaaah.
(Sweet Jesus, I could kill for a chicken-broccoli pizza slice right now. T_T)41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
Our first son will be called Boris, the first daughter Hella. I really like Malchior, Damien and William from male names, while at girls, I like Annabelle, Magdalene and Valeria. Sadly, none of these fit well with my hub's last name, except Valeria and Magdalena (for which my mom pointed out that if I dare to give so old fashioned names to her grandchildren, she'll disown me.
)42. How did you feel when you woke up?
Sleepy and that particular feeling of nooooooooooouuuuuuuuu.....
43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
I'd love to chat a bit, but I am at work, so no calls, please.
44. Do you crack your knuckles?
Sometimes, when I feel my joints becoming stiff. They don't pop, though.
45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Arguing with a sensitive person about why saying comforting words is not a sin, nor a way of threat. They weren't interested in reason.
46. What are your LEGAL initials?
B. R. Y'know, like the sound you make when you shiver in the cold. Brrr.... ... Or a freshly started chainsaw. Or is that wrrrr?
47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
My hub. He's the only B contact.
48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
I have absolutely no idea. ._.
49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
I ask them if they really need to, then I bid them a teary goodbye, I guess. I'm the "let go" person, not the clingy one - sometimes, life just drifts people apart. Fighting against it poisons a relationship.
50. Explain your last awkward moment?
Ohohoh, that will be an interesting story... Check back later for a journal entry about it, I've been owing ya that for a week now.
51. Are you afraid of the dark?
I am afraid of what's in the dark.
52. Do you have good vision?
Like an owl's.
53. Have you ever tripped someone?
As a kid. But I do sometimes think about it as an adult as well, especially dimwits who push me or half-knock me over in the subway.
54. Have you ever slapped someone?
I did. Hard.
55. Are you Irish?
No, but I plan to become one. We are planning to move there, so my kids WILL BE irish.
56. Do you use chap stick?
Only when my lips feel like sandpaper, or look like some.
57. Do you have any scars?
A bunch. I heal slower and slower as I age, sadly.
58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
One.
59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
Hello... husbando?
60. Name the last person to text you.
Hub.
61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Loves know no age, although I am into younger, more eager, preferably virgin guys. They are so adorable... <3
62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
I came to terms with my body and my looks, I just don't give a fuckaroo anymore. Besides, I once walked through the capital in a top hat, a cane and pretty much dressed as my persona, and nobody bat an eye.
63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a J?
Nope.
64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The one towards the wall and furthest away from the door.
65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Wake up. Duh.
66. Do you fall for people easily?
I open my heart easily, but I don't place my trust so. I give a chance, but secretly, deep down, I judge and analyse your actions, looking for professional threats and escape routes. If I find you no threat, then, yes. Yes, I'll probably fall for you easily.
67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
My mom gave me a hug.
68. Do you miss the way things used to be?
.... yes. Looks into the distance, sad. Yes, I do.
69. Song you're thinking of right now?
Yasushi Iishi's Kikyou Kaoru Iroha Michi, from the Hellsing OST album RUINS.
70. Want someone back in your life?
Yes. A special someone I miss dearly.
71. Will tomorrow be better than today?
I cling to this naive hope every day. "It can't rain all the time", said Eric Draven, if you remember The Crow.
72. What's your favorite color?
Blood red, amber, forest green and rich burgundy.
73. Who was the first friend that you had?
I can't remember. Probably a childhood buddy whom we drifted apart 10 years ago and never spoke ever since.
74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
I rarely experience this. If you are honest and open about yourself, the other person is subconsciously compelled to return the favor. Or they do such a great job that I don't even notice anymore.
75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Probably.
76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
Hope dies last. I could be a happy-go-lucky person, weren't I so freaking depressed, anxious and broken. But, hey, at least I am never truly alone, so that's nice.
77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
I don't need anyone else - I've found my other half already.
Wellp, that's it, I guess. Thanks for reading it through, here, have a pet on the head and a biscuit, you patient, dedicated fellow, you!
Have more questions? Ask away!
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